Update

It's been a while since I have posted on here mostly due to my summer being so crazy busy that I have had little time to do anything for myself. With the exception of going to a few theme parks and the movies little time was left for anything else. Things on the homefront have gotten a little better more of the house has been cleaned but there is a lot of work to go. Sometimes between work, caring for aging parents, a semihoarded house and lifes other issues are enough to drive someone mad. My bff also is going through tough times with unemployment and severe depression and now even homelessness. Many times a week bff has been crashing at my place, going between my place and bffs mothers. Bff can't stay at their moms long term due to lack of space and not being on the lease. All this equals more stress and craziness in my life. Drama is not something I enjoy, so I am taking each day as it comes and being positive I still have faith that things will continue to get better. I just have to dig very deep and make good choices and decisions. This maybe easier said than done but it CAN be done.